i just don’t understand how you say you love the idea of a happy family yet you hammer in a nail so large that i don’t even wanna be around this “family” again. like you’re all fucking crazy dramatic fakes bitches who need to be lined up against a brick wall and slapped in the face one by one. maybe then you could get some sense knocked into your stupid fat faces.
all you guys ever wanna do is create drama. drama drama drama. yeah well now that pointless pettiness has affected MY immediate family. everything’s all fucked up because of YOU, someone who only wants to tear my immediate family apart. like i’m sorry you don’t fucking like my dad. i’m sorry my parents aren’t married and i’m FUCKING SORRY that all you care about is yourself. one of these days, i’m going to fucking blow up. we’re gonna all be at the next family gathering and i’m gonna fucking explode. i’m gonna cuss all you crazy fucking bitches out and make you fucking cry. i will do it, i swear to Jimi Hendrix.
like all of this drama is affecting my health. i literally have trouble breathing now and my heart hurts so much. why do you have to be so FUCKING mean? why can’t you just get the FUCK over the fact that the world doesn’t revolve around you?
and then you go and insult my boyfriend? you’ve never even met him! for all you know, he could be the most amazing person in the entire world that you completely love. but even if he had long, greasy black hair, tattoos all over his face and arms, and carried around a dead rat in his pocket, if he makes me happy and feel safe, then WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU CARE. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU GIVE FIVE FUCKING SHITS.
all of this is just building and building and i can’t take it anymore. merely talking to someone about it doesn’t help. writing out a long tumblr rant doesn’t even begin to help me cope. i want justice. sweet, succulent justice with a capital mother fucking J. i want you’re entire worlds to flip upside down and shatter. i want to rip you all new assholes and make you fall to the floor and sob for what awful, awful, awful people you are. how awful you make me feel. how awful you make my dad feel. how awful you make bobby feel. how awful you make my entire household vibe feel. i want to make YOU feel awful. down to your core, sick to your stomach awful.